Dear Diary, (The Black Cat)

My husband such a loving and adoring man is changing. Is it me, I felt that we were inseparable but I seem to be in the way. It is not only me that notice his change it is also Pluto. He used to be fascinated with the site of animals and now he shows dreadful behaviors. Is it my assumption that he is no longer happy with me or our family? These behaviors are startling me, what should I do? I want to talk to him but no one ever see’s what they do wrong as wrong so would I be wasting my time. It’s the drinking of the Rum and Gin that’s possibly changing my love. I don’t want this I’m scared. He’s drinking way too much, how can I stop him? I sit back an observes how he tries to avoid the one he once loved, this needs to stop now before it gets bad.  

We lose everything; does this mean the love that we have are gone.  Do we start over like the first day we met? Or is this a new beginning should I enjoy this moment as I wish that losing everything and just having us well make us better. But wait my love almost like my child was gone. Was it my husband,… no, no it had to be the fire. My husband, butler and I mange to get out the house and its raging flames. No, Pluto a since of depression stimulated. Poor baby let inside to burn, should I be killed on his behave. He couldn’t talk he didn’t know what was going on and he is no longer with us. The man I first married would’ve saved me and Pluto but not this man. It’s like I was divorced and married all over again but why I loved my old husband so kind and nice. A since of bipolar behaviors comes over him in a since. Were we once shared the love of several animals that spreads our delight.

But not one stays with us. Was my husband hurt by the animals he once loved? I hope not, if so it wasn’t purposely I know animals are so pleasant. Would we ever have a pet again? And then one day in his way back home he had a friend with him. He resembled Pluto; however he was missing an eye. This drew me closer to the little fellow and I felt that I may have been over reacting my husband is still there. He constantly rubbed him and mad the cat feels just at home. The cat followed him as if to so appreciation and gracefulness. We were happy again. Then I notice that this cat wasn’t all black like Pluto once was he had a white spot on his breast area. This made me think how it would never be the same. When my husband started to change again, one day I was following him. When I saw him try to attempt to kill our friend, I grabbed his arm and that was all she wrote.

       

         Love,

Yours truly